I arrived at Universal around 10:30 in the morning when I was suppose to be there at 11... My trainer didn't show up until 11:30 so of course I was freaking out. I work at River Adventure and I saw the ride, how it was made, behind the attraction,and my co workers... Wow they are sooo cool... My trainer's name is Jackson and he is sooo funny..... I then helped people get on the ride around 7 and didn't stop until 9:30... So 10 1/2 hrs in one day, today 1-9, tomorrow 1-9, wednesday 8-3, friday 8-4 saturday 10:30-8 sunday 1-10:30, monday 8-3 tuesday off, then repeat schedule.... 41 hrs in one week!!!!!!! Holler.... I am just sooo exhausted but its ok... I will last and I love the job thus far... I can't wait for today!

I woke up at 2 because my friend Katsumi woke me up and then my dad decided to call me to talk about my new car. I went over to Mazda to drive my new car and I fell in love I mean in love with it. I still have my honda but i am gonna turn it in because it is leased but first I must fix the damage. NOOOOOOO... thats gonna be sooooo expensive so I'm not happy anymore..... :'(.... Then someone was not being nice to me so I am even more upset... I went to the gym, worked out and my friend decided to make me dinner. YAY. I WANT MY MAZDA 6 RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, I went to the Mazda store to check out the cars and I fell in love with the MAZDA 6!!! It is sooo pretty!!! I love it.... I also went to Toyota and looked at the Corolla, It was cute but still unsure!

Date:	2004-12-15 18:34
Subject:	Really sad
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad

My Grandma, who I love sooo much, my Mama is in the hospital, and on life support. I am sooo scared that I am going to lose her and I love her sooooooo much. She is always there for me, and she is the one who has pushes me to do the things that I always dreamed of doing. Her kidneys, lungs, heart are all failing and I am sooo upset because I can't imagine my life without her. I need the help of you to help me stay strong or at least attempt to. I have never lost a love one before, and I feel that if I DO, my life is going to be over.....